urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx we are the birth and the death Nicole 2005-12-28T07:39:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:60121 2005-12-28T07:26:41Z 2005-12-28T07:39:58Z the agony scene <p>&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;<span class='ljuser' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span></p> <p>&lt;/strong&gt;<span class='ljuser' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span></p> <p>&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;<span class='ljuser' lj:user='unsung_disease' style='white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;'><a href='http://unsung-disease.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://unsung-disease.livejournal.com/'><b>unsung_disease</b></a></span><strong> </strong></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>i went bowling tonight with andy and oren. good times haha. i lost though :[</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:59835 2005-12-27T03:23:24Z 2005-12-27T03:23:24Z had plans to hang out with helen and natalie today. but noo they fell through. thanks to helen who didnt call me to let me know wtf was going on. she needs to just think sometimes.<br /><br />i really needed to get out of the house and have fun to.<br /><br />im hanging out with amanda on wednesday. im excited. i havent hung out with her in the longest time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:59557 2005-12-26T05:03:13Z 2005-12-26T05:03:13Z the red chord soo i would have to say this was the second worst xmas ever.<br /><br />dont ask.<br /><br />im most likely getting my lip periced tomorrow with helen and natalie and then ill probably get kicked out of my house, go me! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:59339 2005-12-23T02:19:27Z 2005-12-23T02:19:27Z lamb of god last night was amazing.<br />me, oren, andy, and jon.<br />as i lay dying show. wow they were sooo fucking amazing. they sound better then they do on the records. they are such talented musicians, its crazzy.<br />norma jean was good. i just cant really enjoy them with the new singer though. i miss josh. but im glad they played mostly old nj stuff.<br />madball was eh, a life once lost was pretty cool.<br />by the end of the show i was pretty wet.<br />then after we went and drove around then kicked it outside of my house. <br />partyin a bit.<br /><br />mmm i love oren and his friends. they are cool kids.<br /><br /><br />i need to make some plans for break, so come on kids hit me and we can chill! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:59041 2005-12-18T07:02:02Z 2005-12-18T07:02:02Z ima robot <p>such an amazing night!</p> <p>natalie just&nbsp;shows up at my house, and i didnt even know she was coming, at&nbsp;like 5. such a fabulous&nbsp;surprise! we hung out at my pad for a couple hours. natalie tried to play the keyboards, which was very very amusing. then we just hung out and fooled around on my bed. we hooked up! so i am the happiest person alive at the moment :-) thenn we went to the 99cent store to get her mom electrical cords haha. natalie made such a scene. i dont think well ever be allowed back. then we went to in n out and went back to my place.</p> <p>i really like this girl.i like her alot.</p> <p>ive been sick all week with bronchitis. i didnt even go to school one day haha. so thats&nbsp;a plus. bummer is i couldnt go to the fftl show. but its all good.</p> <p>monday night the best show at the cobalt ever!! old fashion knife fight, said the gun to the girl, they murdered miracles, and runfasterscared. EVERYONE GOOOOO!</p> <p>as i lay dying and norma jean on wednesday. i amm bloody stoked.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><a name="cutid1"></a> </p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04300.jpg"></p> <p>natalie looks drunk</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04304.jpg"></p> <p>now natalie looks high</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04305.jpg"></p> <p>and that right there is hot lesbian sex</p><a href="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04300.jpg"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:58811 2005-12-15T05:10:00Z 2005-12-15T05:10:00Z ive had my lj since December 30, 2003!!!<br /><br />almost two years, that is soo crazy.<br /><br />i think its time to make a new one. dont you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:58410 2005-12-13T01:17:36Z 2005-12-13T01:18:01Z i am soo sick.<br />i have bronchitis.<br />i have almost a 104 fever. <br />so i dont think ill be at school tmorrow.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:58159 2005-12-12T04:22:27Z 2005-12-12T04:22:27Z i went snowboarding yesterday. my first time ever, and even to the snow!<br />it was a lot of fun but it hurt like hell!<br />i wiped out pretty bad once, got the wind knocked out of me. <br />my whole body aches and i have a bruise on my side. on top of it all im sick as fuck and i dont know if im going to school tomorrow.<br /><br />fftl show on wednesday, i hope my mom lets me go. ive got my ticket and everything already.<br /><br />hope everyone had an awsome weekend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:57891 2005-12-06T01:36:58Z 2005-12-06T01:36:58Z Glassjaw So today was the first day i visited North Hills Prep. Interesting experience...<br /><br />I ended up seeing Chris and Devin who i havent seen in the longest time ever. I didnt even know they went to that school.<br /><br />It was cute, Devin gave me the grand tour and showed me all the kids i should and should not talk to. theres like a 100 kids in the whole school man.<br /><br />Needless to say, by 4th period this guy was telling me that there are all ready rumors about me and everyone has all these assumption of me. All he said was that apparently everyone says im an "emo" kid or something and that im a lesbian haha. Im sure there is more to that, but he failed to say.<br /><br />Then at like lunch kids are telling me that there is this chick who likes me and wants to get with me or something. These two chicks come up to me telling me that she said " shes going to be all over me" or some weird shit, and to just basically stay away from her haha. Then after that the girl who likes me comes over and is asking if these chicks came up to me and what they said. And then she asks if im bi, then she says she does like me, and shit. I personally dont really find this girl attractive, shes okay. But i have a heart so i said that im flattered she likes me and that i think shes pretty cute herself.During our conversation when she says she likes me, im like " well im so hott how could you not!" and shes like yeah you really are. and then says that all the girls who are into chicks like want to get with me, want to date me, or like think im hott. crazy shit!!!<br /><br />its sad, there are no hott girls or chicks in that school really.<br /><br />Im sick of people assuming all these things about me before even knowing me. i guess by the way i look people think im mean or threatening. but that is not the case at all. im seriously one of the nicest people you could know and i hate violence.<br /><br />The point of this I guess is that people need to stop judging people before they get to know someone, or just try not to make such harsh accusations.We all do it, I do it all the time, but I think this world could be better if we just tried to cut down on it. We all need to be more excepting. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:57816 2005-12-05T15:27:42Z 2005-12-05T15:27:42Z rise against Saturday me, helen, and cindy went to eat at cpk for dinner. we each bought a bad ass hello kitty wallet. we have a club now that is only of hello kitty wallet cool kids. and NO you cant join. then we ventured over to the amc to originally take pictures but then the photo booth shit was broken so we just hung around there for a while.cindy got hit on by these two like 12 yr old gangster kids haha. i saw larry and the russian/persian crew haha. <br /><br />Sunday i went shoppin with my mom. i bought penguin pj pants and penguin boxers. most amazing things ever.<br />Then helen and jimmy came to my place. while we waited for natalie and ricky to pick us up we played word games haha. we own. then we went to the cobalt to see jimmys friends band. there was NO ONE there so we couldnt sneak in and we didnt want to pay to get in. so we just stood out side waiting for his friends. chris and andrew were there, nice treat to see them.then helen and jimmy came back to my house. i made them pasta!<br /><br />today and tomorrow im going to north hills prep to see if i like it enough to go there in january. wish me luck! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:57553 2005-12-03T20:09:47Z 2005-12-03T20:09:47Z <p>Yesterday was interesting...</p> <ul> <li>Cindys Birthday</li> <li>Chuck E Chesse's</li> <li>Me, Helen, Cindy, Yasmeen, Netta, Julio, Ronny, Julie, Danny, Jose, and someone else i beleive.</li> <li>Pizzia, Cake, and Chucky</li> <li>Games!</li> <li>Climbing around in the little tunnel things, getting lost in them, and then having a train of us and little kids trying to go down the slide.</li> <li>Julio takes me and helen home... nice drive.</li></ul> <p>Today i guess were going to CPK to eat lunch with Cindy and ppl.</p> <p>Tomorrow is Jimmys friends show at the cobalt.&nbsp;I dunno who all is goin but me, helen, and natalie are.</p> <p>To claify things up with people. Me and Natalie are <strong>NOT </strong>going out. Stop asking me and helen whats goin on. We like each other but were not going any further at this point. Even though I will probably be asking her out soon. Ill let yall know what happens&lt;3</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:57095 2005-12-02T05:20:01Z 2005-12-02T05:20:01Z placebo life is odd. it makes me laugh.<br /><br />i saw the chariot last night. they were absolutly amazing. best show they have put on yet. i touched joshs knee :)<br />i dont understand people. no one i know really LOVES the chariot like i do. i just dont understand how people can not see how utterly brilliant they are. they have set a new standard to our so called "hardcore" music scene. why cant anyone see that?!? they have gone to a level that no one else has yet. josh scogin in my book, could be one of the most brilliant musicians of our time. i could go on and on about this, but i wont. ha.<br /><br />tomorrow is cindys bday. we are havin a party in her honor.<br />the heavy heavy low low show that was tomorrow got cancelled!<br /><br /><br />girls are too confusing, much to confsuing... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:56854 2005-11-30T02:00:28Z 2005-11-30T02:00:28Z glassjaw today was a really fabulous day.<br />im not certain on why though.<br />we got out early so me, natalie, lauren, and dorian drove around and took everyone home haha.<br />the chariot tomorrow with natalie and helen.<br />its going to be amazing.<br />natalie is amazing.<br />you are amazing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:56808 2005-11-27T20:16:48Z 2005-11-27T20:16:48Z new sn:<br /><br /><center>the unsung waltz</center><br /><br />add it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:56464 2005-11-27T04:13:13Z 2005-11-27T04:13:13Z yesterday was yales party.<br />me, helen, nic, yale, vic, danny and this chick went to the senses fail show. it was soo rad! <br />i climbed up on top of this railing and i jumped into the crowd and crowd surfed. it was bomb.<br />there were these two drunk ass chicks next to us and shared all their drinks with us haha. the blonde chick kept hittin on nic like crazy. then she was hitting on me and said that i was the hottest chick in this whole place. it was quite amusing.<br />then we went in a limo to in n out, venice, and i dont know where else. we had it till 2 in the morning so it was fun.<br />then me, nic, helen, and vic crashed at yales. nothing went on, i can promise you that haha.<br /><br /><br />tomorrow me, helen, and natlie are going to the chiodos show. its gonna be hella sweet. girls night out.<br /><br />peace &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:56169 2005-11-23T06:33:17Z 2005-11-23T06:33:17Z <p>today was absolutly amazing i must say.</p> <p>nic is in town. he got in yesterday and will be here till saturday. today i met him at the galleria. we saw the new harry potter movie. it was pretty good i guess. then i went back to his house and we just hung out.</p> <p>im not going to school tomorrow so i can be with nic all day. thursday(thanksgiving) is my moms bday so we are going to disneyland! then friday im going to the senses fail show with nic, helen, and yale and ppl. then sleep over! saturday i dont know whats going on. sunday is the chiodos show with natalie and dorian. the rest of the week is going to be amazing.</p> <p>i got part of my bday present today from nic. he got me the most yummy blanket ever. its soo cute. we cuddled with it during harry potter :)</p> <p>he has longer hair than me, by far! i dont feel like a girl anymore. now i call him the hippie haha.</p> <p><a name="cutid1"></a> </p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04139.jpg"></p> <p>helen peeling an orange :)</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04145.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04146.jpg"></p> <p>me and my gabbilicious</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04148.jpg"></p> <p>the brand new love of my life, natalie. throwin up the peace sign like the OG she is.</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04150.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04151.jpg"></p> <p>natalie and lauren, two of the sexiest chicks ever!</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04152.jpg"></p> <p>natalie being her camera whore self.</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04153.jpg"></p> <p>hot sex.</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04156.jpg"></p> <p>me and in the mirror!</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04162.jpg"></p> <p>natalie peeking over at carla in the stall?!?</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04163.jpg"></p> <p>debby and natalie</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04178.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04179.jpg"></p> <p>me and natalie :)</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04182.jpg"></p> <p>jesus, carla, and natalie</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04184.jpg"></p> <p>carla and natalie.</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04185.jpg"></p> <p>me!</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04204.jpg"></p> <p>feet!!!</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04202.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04202.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04203.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04201.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04200.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04199.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04192.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04193.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04191.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04190.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/DSC04189.jpg"></p> <p>me and my baby boi &lt;3</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:55905 2005-11-20T23:25:44Z 2005-11-20T23:25:44Z Last night i went to city walk with natalie. it was a date. we watched walk the line, it was okay. there just happened to be a simple plan show their so we were surrounded by little sp fans and their moms haha. but we had a good time. <br /><br />soo im pretty sure im gonna ask natalie out. wish me luck guys.<br /><br />the dillinger show is tonight, and guess what... i haven no ride home!<br />i am soo fucking bummed. i already bought my ticket and everything. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:55768 2005-11-15T05:17:51Z 2005-11-15T05:17:51Z The Bravery <p>Thursday (17th) - A Static Lullaby, Haste the Day, and Kids Scaring Kids show with Helen.<br>Friday (18th) - Max's show at the Whisky, i am so excited to see him.<br>Sunday (20th) - The Dillinger Escape Plan, Horse the band show.<br>Monday(21st) - Nic comes down. im looking at a new school.<br>Wednesday(23rd) - I get to take off school to be with Nic.<br>Friday (25th) - Yales party which will enclude a limo, in n ou, Senses Fail show, and then me and helen are sleeping over with all the boys. Should be interesting.<br>Sunday (27) - Chiodos show with helen and natalie.<br>Wednesday (30th) - THE MOTHER FUCKING CHARIOT SHOW DFGHUFHDGKJDFHGJDFRGH i will have an orgasim in my pants for sure.</p> <p><br>life was sucking pretty bad. but i am soo excited for what is to come.</p> <p>Im going to be getting a synth soon so kids who need a keyboardist, hit me up!</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><a name="cutid1"></a> </p> <p>Pictures from Halloween. You can guess how it went...</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_015.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_012.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_011.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_010.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_009.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_008.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_006.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/pictures/Picture_005.jpg"></p> <p>I had the urge to post a picture of myself. I dont know why, im just odd. </p> <p>Its my hew hair in a way, it alright there. ill post a better one soon.</p> <p><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b56/shotxgunmessage/DSC04113.jpg"></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:55502 2005-11-13T04:14:08Z 2005-11-13T04:14:08Z the locust Im a terrible live journal owner. im sorry.<br /><br />Well this weekend has been pretty sad. Thursday I got my bottom braces on, the worst. Then i went to the Agony Scene, Scarlet, Nodes of Ranvier, and Becoming the Archtype show all alone. it wasnt bad and the bands were amazing live. so it was worth it. but i dont think i have ever felt like such a loner in my entire life.<br /><br />Friday i stayed home, today i stayed home, and tomorrow i will most likely be staying home.<br /><br />I need to get settled in life. I guess im just waiting for that to happen.<br /><br />My guitar is fucked up and i can't really play it. naturally its finally when i have time to play it and work on some material.<br /><br />aghhh i dunno. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:55213 2005-11-05T06:03:49Z 2005-11-05T06:03:49Z its over.<br />and i am honestly okay with that.<br /><br />taft is getting a bit better id say.<br />im hopefully getting my synth tomorrow.<br />soo many amazing shows this months.<br />sunday i will hopefully see heavyheavy lowlow, if not then ill go see hawthorne heights with helen :(<br /><br />im looking for a girl, a magnificnet one.<br />know any, then let me know.<br /><br />peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:54919 2005-10-23T20:16:05Z 2005-10-23T20:16:05Z i had a sweet birthday, for real!<br /><br />foo fighters tonight.<br />i think i may die. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:54695 2005-10-16T17:51:52Z 2005-10-16T17:51:52Z Friday me, helen, yasmeen, cindy, jon, and mike went to mikes house. fun stuff. then we went to tower and the amc. fun stuff as well. i picked a fight with some guy at toys r us because he wanted me to put my back pack at the front of the store, but i refused because im not some hoodlum. the worst happened, senses fail is sold out BOTH NIGHTS. frickin helen bought her ticket last week, im so pissed i cant go. but i did buy my as i lay dying ticket and chariot. so i guess its okay. and i got a chariot poster :) we saw andrei and some kids from school at the amc, still lame haha.<br /><br />Saturday me and helen sat on our asses at my house eating and being cool kids haha.<br /><br />Today we are going to go to castle park and play mini golf and arcade games! we are too cool for school. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:54487 2005-10-12T04:31:53Z 2005-10-12T04:31:53Z i feel like such a cool kid now,<br />i finally have an mp3 player!<br />heck yes!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:54244 2005-10-07T04:21:16Z 2005-10-07T04:21:16Z 43& Burnt All in one day i managed to...<br /><br />Take the worst school picture in my life.<br />&<br />Loose my Geometry book on the bus.<br /><br />I just cant win sometimes.<br /><br />I hope this weekend is good.<br />Friday the mall with Helen, Gabe, and whoever else I pitty into coming along with me.<br />Saturday Green Day.<br />Sunday HORSE the band.<br /><br /><br />I just absolutly love Dillinger Espace Plan. Why did they have to play a show all the way out in Lancaster? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xdead_poeticx:53919 2005-10-05T03:40:15Z 2005-10-05T03:40:15Z HeavyHeavy LowLow December 21, 2005<br /><br />@ The Avalon in Hollywood<br /><br />7:30 pm<br /><br />$17<br /><br />As I Lay Dying<br />Norma Jean<br />Madball<br />A Life Once Lost<br /><br /><br />Be there or be square!